First Choice

"I want to tell what I think is important." This is one of the thing I want to do in my whole life. To do this, I can be whatever I want.  There are so many way to keep doing this. Now, I am studying in this University to be a teacher. I think this is a easy way to tell people.

But, it is just "easy way". I actually have the other way. This is what I really wanted to do. Although this is my "First Choice", I couldn`t decide to do. Because I know it is very hard and I afraid to fail this way.

Then, I imagined if I won`t do anything for this way and become a teacher, can I say "It was a good life" even if I keep choosing easier way ? I don` t know. But it is clear that I will recall I couldn`t decide my "First Choice". I also couldn`t pass the exam in my "First Choice" University, I couldn`t get the "First Choice" place in my sport club when I was middle school student. I can`t write all things, I missed too many "First Choice". So I have many regrets now.

I don`t want to do that anymore. I don`t want to say "It was a cheap life". And I also realized that there aren`t easy way if I want to keep doing one thing in my whore life.  Teacher is a hard way too.

So I decided one thing, I choose the "Firsi Choice" for no more regret.